Is There A Way Out?

Locked in a room
Not able to move,
Thoughts provoke inside
Traps and trauma’s hovering over my mind.
When one door closes
Opens many a new
But why they all seem
Invisible at once.
Faith, trust in my harbinger
Will definitely search a way out
But the time surpasses
As if reaching the battle ground.

Hopes and expediencies
Seem to be abhorrent
Whims and fancies
Remains a part of day dreaming.
Anybody!
Somebody!!
Who can tell the truth
Is there really a way out?
Where I can walk miles a few…….

EXPECTATIONS ????

Expectations are lost in a blink of eye

No body dares when difficulty passes by

Others maintain ;

This too shall pass…

But accepting it is a bit aghast.

Efforts are there indeed

But nobody cauld see that transparent sheath

One from the crowd pinpoints you

Criticism is acceptable

But hearts of heart is hurt somewhere

why expect? why demand?

The why’s are creating havoc in mind.

Goals shattered, doors are closed

Boulevard of broken dreams is my home

A voice behind the door break the silence

“ expectations are expected from the expected ones

the smaller pieces of rocks are necessary

to provoke you from within” .

like a new butterfly struggled/destined

to come out of larva

blessed ones are expected to

overcome the hindrances.

With remorseful criticism

And hardships in life.

You are blessed with grace of power divine.

So neither regret

Nor complain

Because expectations makes you

Stronger and bolder

like the way you never expected...

MY best write up till now...

Ek pal hai janam deta
ek pal hai jeevan leta
do pal ka khel saara
koi haara koi jeeta
arre dosh kisko deta hai
jab paas tere hal hai
pal pal ki soch bande
ginti ka har ye pal hai.

PAL, yes i m talking about a moment.A moment of sadness, a moment of gladness n a moment of separation i.e. DEPARTURE.Even shakespeare quotes" WHETHER we shall meet or not, our evelasting farewell takes place now.Its now or never.If one has to depart then why shall thou meet".
FAREWELL means good bye -adieu originally applied to a person departing by custom.It is often separated by a pronoun as FARE-U-WELL n is sometimes used as ye sweet groves i.e. I bid you farewell.After long years in r life comes a day when we have to leave childhood n enter into adulthood.The memories of all those sweet things will always be in our heart's chamber until our life perishes..

If i reflect deeply, then its not only school but the whole universe is built up on the law of separation as love n grief are the two sides of the same coin.

We all have to accept it with a joy crossed by grief , with n eye dat seemed smiling yet shed tears, with mirth attending funeral n wid grief attending marriage.
Infact balancing both sorrow n joy equally against each other.People say dat d chariot of time runs n wid it flows d waves of fate over which travels d ship of so called LIFE...n guess who d captain..? Its none other than LORD almighty..But no one is capable enough to stop anyone from boarding this ship or leaving the same. but who the hell knows the reason, why god created this ship.Why he created this play which has three stages:

1.RENDEZVOUS
2.LIVING TOGETHER
3.DISENGAGE or DEPART

Life is a rose which when blushes on bush gives delights but when wizen gives an unbearable pain.That's why I say just live today to its fullest because we cant let yesaterday's disappointment cast a shadow on today's dream.

I would like to sum up by quoting few lines of shakespeare:

" AE FOND kisses n then we sever
A Farewell n then forever
Deep in heart wrung tears I'll pledge thee
Warring sighs n groans
I'll wage thee
Who shall say that fortune grieves him
While the star of hope she leaves him?
Mr, nae cheerful twinkle lights me
Dark despair wound benights me.."

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