Self is the only prison that can ever bind the soul. Inner self is all about knowing your own self.... The bright shining only reflects back to myself, my own light blinding me. I can't see the world and they can't see me.
Monday, August 10, 2009
Going against yourself
Sometimes life's a way too unexpected.These unexpectations sometimes bring joy and other times sorrow.
Someone rightly said
"Sometimes you have to go against yourself
to get going with the wind "
Confusions, dilemma's lead you nowhere in your life.
It s a real story of a girl, a girl who wants to fly high in the sky.Her only aim is to reach where nobody has ever gone.Her goals are different,ambitions are high, dreams knows no boundaries.
Fun loving,actiive, living each and every moment of life, laughing at wierdo people.
Acting way like an insane just to make the other one happy -Is what her life is based on.Her possesions meant to be her family, her friends and her bhagu( god) with whom she used to share every single bit.
Now she has grown up and have to understand life in a matured way.
She took a strong decision of her life at merely an age of 16.She left her home, her friends n moved on in her life, believing in her babaji n taking him along with her.
A new place, fresh faces,new life -she was a bit unsure about the things happening with her but sumhow adjusted and moved on her life.
Then a strange thing happens which she never ever expected in her life .
Yes love- she was always afraid of, a phenomena she had always treated as waste in her life.She never expected her life going at that way, because in her society its always about that only girls who dont value their values, their parents , their family enter this strange lane.
According to her plans it was not expected, her goals , dreams always overpowered this thing in her life.
But from nowhere entered this guy who felt in love with this ooh so confused, messy and a strange girl.He dint spoke a word because of his shy feelings,but it came as a big shock for her.Sumhow she s an extrovert girl so accepted it( getting proposals) as a part of life and at the same time rejected it.But cudnt say no to his friendship.
The casual friendship between them soon became serious for this guy.He has decided to have a long term relationship with the girl.But the girl was lost in her own world, making her dreams come true.She dont want to endulge in any sort of this thing as she dont want to disgrace her parents.
She ended everything but cudnt see the loss of that guy.So she decided to have a normal sort of friendship so that it dint bother him much.But then sooner or later the moment came when she has to return back.
It was a moment of glory for her to come back from where she was originally.But that guy was dumbstruck and spoilt himself.But his strong determination and focus lead him to the place of honour.He fulfilled his dream of getting into the field where he always wanted and hope that now atleast the girl would understand his love.
But inspite of loving that guy she cant say yes to him because of her plan.She cant mould it.But after struggling for several years the guy reached a pinnacle but remain where he was 3 yrs back.Still love the same girl, the one who never consider him, the one who changed this guy completely and never know anything about it.
So after sumtime they again became good frnz..Degree of closeness was increasing between them, again the guy proposes the girl and this time the gurl said YES.
The guy was goin mad, he pinched himself to get out of the dreamy world but this was reality.
He got the girl of his life..
To be continued....
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